Black Birdie - ​check up lyrics

[Verse 1: Black Birdie] Come up to me, bombard me with questions Encounters, more endless interventions Are you okay, are you okay? Do you wanna play? I'm betting that you all have good intentions But leave me alone is not a suggestion So, go away, go, go away Before I say [Pre-Chorus: Black Birdie] Something that drives you away from me Something that leaves you running in screams Something that shows you I’m vile and I’ve become the monster I don’t wanna be [Chorus 1: Black Birdie] You are not my doctor, you are not my nurse To me, you’re just a stalkеr; to me, you’re such a curse To mе, you’re just a needle without a thread And if you push me I’ll end up dead I’m begging you please, please, please Don’t check up on me [Verse 2: Black Birdie] I tell you to leave, to leave me alone ‘Cause I’m fine carrying all my sh*t on my own But you insist to stay Why the fu*k do you stay anyway? [Pre-Chorus: Black Birdie] Something that drives you away from me Something that leaves you running in screams Something that shows you I’m vile and I’ve become the monster I don’t wanna be [Chorus 1: Black Birdie] You are not my doctor, you are not my nurse To me, you’re just a stalker; to me, you’re such a curse To me, you’re just a needle without a thread And if you push me I’ll end up dead I’m begging you please, please, please Don’t check up on me [Verse 3: Black Birdie & Tori] ‘Cuz I’m fine, I’m so damn fine (No, you’re not) So don’t ask how I am because it’s a waste of time (You sure, ‘cuz I don’t see a clock) I’m so intimidating (To yourself, you’re deprecating) Is my ego too inflated? (Are you sure it's not deflating?) What’s the price for this, tried for this Said we're fine, we lied for this Drugs and all, Vicodin Full of darkness, full of sin Where's the time gone, where did me go? Stuck in limbo, no amigos Someone, save our soul [Chorus 2: Both] Help, I need a doctor; help, I need a nurse Don’t wanna be my mother and my father’s so much worse I just wanted to be normal But I would rather be here than incorporeal I’m begging you, please Come check up on me [Outro: Black Birdie, Tori, & Both] I’m begging you, please Come check up on me I just need some niceties To say bye to my anxieties I’m begging you, please Come check up on me I just need some niceties To reap the seeds they’ve sown in me Come check up on me (Yeah, yeah-yeah)