Bishop Nehru - So Alone lyrics

[Verse 1: Bishop Nehru] They calling me the newest teen prodigy now Sixteen with big dreams, the world's finally found The next guy to be crowned Still I frown because I'm drowning in stress The amount I've allowed to devour my chest It's just off the meter and leave a Batista diva They see a kid eager and swear that he's not a leader And I need a reliever My mind's going through cyclones When others mind-blown like minds in fight zones He might go psycho trying to top Michael But I know my rhymes pyro and won't spiral Unless it's vinyl, still it feels like a curse, it hurts To know a verse could lead to me in a hearse Hate's first, they'd rather see me fail than succeed That's why I'm alone, on my own with no team Don't need no green though I got some to spend In the end, all I really need is a friend [Hook] I'm so, so alone (so, so alone) It's just me by myself (I'm so, so alone) It's just me by myself (I'm so, so alone) I said I'm so, so alone (so, so alone) I'm so, so alone (so, so alone) [Verse 2] Wish I could find someone who cares just a little bit Enough of being home and alone, I've grown sick of it Thinking different so nobody wanted to stick with him And chances getting slim because money finally made it in And I can't pretend like I don't hope for friends But I hold my goals and others hold they tens Whether gats, crack or weed, it can't be me to bleed I got a mother, a sister and future seeds to feed Believe that I'ma get it done, I'm pleading to see some fun Not even on the run and still I'm home thinking in the sun In need of some one or thing to bring me up I'm stuck, yup, I wanna film stuff but get tough lucks Cause there's no cast, just me (just me) Always just me (just me) I know what I could be but what's the use of being the king When we die anyway and we could die any day [Hook]