Big O - Slow Down lyrics

Yeah Man, sh**s f** up man, drug dealing ain't right Pops home and sh**, mom gone Its driving me crazy man, driving me f**ing crazy Chorus I wanna slowdown but I gotto keep up Obligated to my duty every time I re-up I wanna slow down but I gotto keep up I envision a day, far away with my feet up Real talk, no lie, on my mom I ain't tryna brag Back on I-90 west re-up in a hockey bag Thoughts in my head scream I swear this the last time Then I calculate what I made just the last time O wants out the game, but the hood needs him So I'm doing bad things for a good reason At this point its hard to throw it all away Especially when there's goons depending on you for a plate Loves my pops more than life I'm his last baby Feel I ain't spent enough time with him and that breaks me He worry's all night cuz I'm not at home Momma gone I start tearing he watching t.v all alone Chorus I know its foul not around during dinner time In this race for money feeling blind can't see that finish line Love to count bread till my finger tips turn black So far down this road it's too late to turn back Funny what makes sense should come before what makes dollars They say gotto forgive you if you ask but I ain't bothered I just wanna do right tryna make it rapping So I can enjoy the values of life instead of paper stacking Chorus