Beyond The Dream - Loneliness, The Usual Pain lyrics

Every night when I close my eyes I think I'll never face so much lies that I've faced Loneliness, the usual pain I'm so far away from grace 'Cause You never embraced Me When I'm alone...I remember that part of Me grew inside You When I'm alone...I remember that part of Me died inside You I m afraid...threaten by the empty walls around Me I m so afraid...threaten by the dirty thoughts inside Just yesterday...You said You ll love Me forever and I believed Just yesterday...I saw You laughing but You laughed at Me Mind and heart betrayed and used by love Lies against trust 'til d**h do Us apart You lay beside Me but it feels like I m alone You put Your arms around Me but it feels not the same anymore Abandoned, unborn...is Our love and the fruit of it Abhorred, buried...That s Me, insipid ...And while I sleep I m with You And the sweet unborn child of Mine