Beyond The Aftermath - Bloodthirster lyrics

I've been spending my days inside my own psychosis For f**ing sakes my dues have been paid and yet I sit here bleeding every time I open my eyes I count the masks I see cold blank dead eyes staring back at me I am the one who sings the song of end of days doomsayer fiction prayer doesn't mater what you say I cringe every time that you open your mouth you'll be buried alive by all the sh** that falls out I never wanted to end up like this working so hard to fulfill my d**h wish if there was sanity left in my head id pull the trigger and conjoin with the dead my life I've rendered in silence my life I've rendered in silence my life I've rendered in silence my life I've rendered in silence with every breathe you have left beg for d**h you don't belong here I told you to stay away you don't belong here it shouldn't have ended this way I always knew that I was the one that would be standing at the end with my hand on the gun because if nothing can be saved then you're nothing to me ill put a bullet through your head and watch you bleed