MY MOTHER IN AND OUT OF COURT LIKE A REFEREE BABY SISTER CRYING AND REPEATING PLEASE DONT LET HIM SEE ME AND HE DONT DESERVE A NAME TOLD MY SISTER THE OTHER DAY ILL HAPPILY DO LIFE IN PRISON TO KEEP YOU SAFE SHE WAS IN MUMS STOMACH HE KICKED EM BOTH DOWN THE STAIRS AND PUT OUT HIS CIGARETTE ON MY MOTHERS COLD FLESH AND BACK THEN.. I WAS PROBABLY BOUT 10 I WASNT THERE IF I WAS, I WOULDNT BE HERE AND NEITHER WOULD HE ID BE LOCKED UP LIKE ALL OF THIS IM BRAIN BUT I'LL RELEASE IT WOMENS REFUGE, MISSING MY MUM I HAD TO SNEAK IN KEEP MY VOICE LOW NO NATURAL LA THAT REFUGEES BRING WATCHED MY SISTER TAKE HER FIRST STEPS AS IM INTERNALLY BLEEDING NO I CANT TELL IF THEY JUST SHIVERING, FREEZING OR JUST TRYNA STOP THE TEARS STREAMING EVERY MEMBER OF MY FAMILY SECOND LETTER UP IN THEIR NAME IS AN 'A' BUT MINE HAS A 'E' IN MY BROTHER WAS JOKING SAYING IM ADOPTED BECAUSE OF THAT NOT FUNNY I WAS YOUNG AT THE TIME I BELIEVED HIM AND THEY SAY A PHOTOGRAPHIC MEMORY A BLESSING AND A CURSE YEAH LESSONS TO BE LEARNED PAGES TO BE TURNED OOH LA LA LA LA LA AINT A NATURAL LA WHEN THEM REFUGEES BREAK DOWN OOH NA NA NA NA NA NA AINT A NATURLA LA THEY SCREAM THE WHOLE PLACE DOWN