Between You & Me - Catch A Break lyrics

I can't help feeling like a failure in your eyes But I got nothing left inside to make me happy But you know I can't be something that I'm not I'm not quite sure where to go from here The days are pa**ing by and I'm losing time Help me catch a break Cause this smile's so hard to fake I second guess all night (I'm in a losing fight) Myself against my brain Against my But your words are scarring me I let them crawl right underneath The ugly surface that reflected you, not me I think it's time that I stood up for me Cause you got no sympathy For the way that I've been feeling Could you care a little more, or I'll be right on out that door I will hide the only key, in this hole beneath my feet And if you start to feel remorse, or come knocking at my door Just know I won't let you in, so you better start to ? (You better start to) Help me catch a break Cause this smile's so hard to fake I second guess all night (I'm in a losing fight) Myself against my brain Against my brain Myself against my brain (Over and over) It's driving me insane (Over and over) Myself against my brain (Over and over) It's driving me insane (Over and over) (Over and over) Help me catch a break (Over and over) And it's driving me insane Through my darker days You held the match and let it break You light the candle find my way Without the father I erased