I've been walking back steps all alone Hoping to hide the smell of cigarette smoke in my clothes You said it's 'cool' that I was trying to breathe in I s** in smoke. My hesitation will always win [Chorus] I've been looking for the back door Running out Cause everyone is sick Everyone is sick of you and me trying to turn our blues to black We put the devil into everything I've been bleeding black blood all along Try to speak, watch me choke Hold a knife to my throat Keeping secrets like our fathers taught us to Pile up lies so I can lie in them with you [Chorus] I've been looking for the back door Running out Cause everyone is sick Everyone is sick of you and me trying to turn our blues to black We put the devil into everything I took my time Please unlock that door I took my time I'm sorry, please unlock that door now [Chorus] I've been looking for the back door Running out Cause everyone is sick Everyone is sick of you and me trying to turn our blues to black We put the devil into everything