Betrayal - Ailments lyrics

Im so sick and tired Tired of everything Ignored, pushed aside, when I need you most My mind is failing My body disintegrates in my hands I'm falling apart. I'm falling victim What do I have to do to get your attention? To get your concern? I'M BREAKING DOWN! I live life everyday waking up on my d**hbed Why am I the only one that sees this? Hoping for the worst, wishing with no belief This is all catching up with you And you'll start every day waking up on your d**hbed Why do I even bother? Why do I even care? Living another day without life I'M BREAKING DOWN! I live life everyday waking up on my d**hbed Why am I the only one that sees this? Hoping for the worst, wishing with no belief This all catching up with you A point of no return The time to meet your maker Everything you loved stripped away I'm breaking down