Beth Orton - So Much More lyrics

It's another cold night, I wrap this head around my shoulders, tight. Please excuse me, seems there's someone at my door I wouldn't leave, but the need is so much more. So much more. It's another cold day, And I'm always walking down the escalator the up way Please excuse me, I can't seem to get inside. I only wanted to know if you're alive. You're alive. If you're alive You're alive. I can't see there's a ( ) There's a feeling up there, But I don't know what it is Don't know what it means. Don't know what it means. So turn it into light It always seems the further when the ends in sight. Please excuse me, I just need to be outside. Only looking for air to breathe. Air to breathe. I feel alive. (I feel so alive, it's cold tonight. I don't know how to live) (don't know how to live) Air to breathe.