I step through a door That leads to nowhere And look around me Again i'm here In this world Where affliction's endless No gateways out for me Still i'm here I despise these days Crawling pa** me I can feel the dread Spreading through me I hate this world That's full of traitors I can't fathom How anyone deems it nice I'd k** you Burn you down But deep within I only wish i'd die d**h, my lonesome escort Leads me to eternal sleep Sleep i merely need As you are not here I know without me It's a better world My only solace that Someone dies before Now i am free For life was not for me Forever free For none of you are here