I thought I would hate you, but I can't I wish I could leave you, but I stay I say I could walk a thousand miles just to get away Coming back again 'Cause I'm in love with a cruel man He doesn't care about my pain Only brings it He's got the keys to every door in my soul That's why I'm here when he's gone Waiting I've faded to nothing, my colors washed away It can't get any worse means I'm gonna be okay And you won't read any word of this story Looking at my face 'Cause I'm in love with a cruel man He doesn't care about my pain Only brings it He's got the keys to every door in my soul That's why I'm here when he's gone, gone Can't explain why I need you Lie to myself that I can reach you Don't wanna believe all the stories They're telling about you I'm punished for nothing 'Cause I'm in love with a cruel man He doesn't care about my pain Only brings it He's got the keys to every door in my soul That's why I'm here when he's gone That's why I'm here when he's gone