Benjamin Brukman - It Snows Here lyrics

[Intro] (Page turning, scribbling and mumbling) [Verse 1] Less metaphors Less of a chore This is more for my healing and less for the applause It's a lesson for my blessing more or less for my poor My poor soul which is rotting at the core I bought every dream that the world had in store And I left my bible at home, meeme at the door I'm at war And I miss home... I miss the fam and the walls and the floor For those three years, I only wanted to leave For those three years, I just wanted to breath For those three years, I was running on steam But I guess those three years were really better for me They made me Wiser... But there's a lot of dark things that I think, but never rhyme on A lot of bad moments that I've held, but never cried on (Aaahh!) A lot of times I should have fought, but always chose to lie on Don't know who to rely on John, Peter, Simon Please teach me get my Christ on 'Cause alcohol and cigarettes is where I get my ride on Grind on Every single girl I lay my eyes on And every track I'm supremic phoenix, fire bulimic heaving Even dragons are terrified of my fire breathing screaming I mean it, these rappers scheming I leave them bleeding apart I tried to spit from the heart But it snows here... [Verse 2] Peter said use bigger words in my verses And I tried, but it felt like a lie I'm really not conscious I just spit what I feel and hope it haunts you I just pray on my knees when the thought crosses Or when I'm struggling to breath in long cla**es (Come on Tuma keep it together) People scared of dying alone, I'm terrified of dying The same voice saying, "Man up", made me scared of crying And so I drink Need a lot more alcohol, please send another boat before I sink As of late I can't write sober, I can't think Can't blink Without the thought of d**h crossing my mind I'm terrified of the idea of leaving bodies behind Is it unkind I only pray to God out of fear? And then it's back to the beer Back the vodka Where is my list of sins? How many have I now crossed off? What have I brought on? Starting to wonder if people change I'm envious of people confident in Jesus' name 'Cause in my brain Words run With temperatures hot as the sun One gun rappers leave them well above well done Well son Right one to rip your body apart But when I spit from the heart It snows here...