Benjah - Rain Down lyrics

[Benjah] Everybody's talking about me and they say that I'm not really real They sayin' myth, they sayin' god but they don't know these bones need healed I'm so glad that you're not human and you always look deep into my soul Your love is not dependent on my actions cuz you're always there to hold Rain down grace, Rain down grace on me Rain down grace, Rain down grace on me [Kareem Manuel] Can it be that I'm forgiven when I see the way I'm living I'm striving to pay the penance but steady missing the mark They calling me a Christian but falling is like tradition I'm starting but couldn't finish its feeling like it's the rhythm of my heart The father has sent me fishing for all of his missing children But if they had a vision of what I did in the dark They probably wouldn't listen would take knowledge over wisdom And holla there really isn't a difference with the walk But I know that it isn't true the problem it isn't you I'm feeling miserable because its me that is flawed I'm feeling unworthy and walking short of your glory And father I'm worried about bringing a reproach to the cross Striving to worship but father I am not perfect and yet I know that its got to be some hope for the lost But if its dependent on any strength and what I'm lifting Then I know there isn't really hope and all is loss But what a joy it would be to know that I'm forgiven And the new grace that I'm given it could never be gone I'm walking with repentance on my way to the mission And all of my sinning you say that you don't bring to your remembrance you forget them Make me new I'm changed and when I mess up I feel shame Like my father Adam I just want to get away I made a conscious to no longer pray I wonder how in the world could you love me again I'm hearing through repetition I'm guessing I couldn't listen Because one interaction with you I'd never be the same I'm praying you listening when I sing amazing grace I'm lifting up my hands I'm trying to give him thanks Through I fall doing all that I can to give him praise Lord I would I give all I am to hear you say Rain down grace, Rain down grace on me I want to reach the goal, losing the tempo I'm beat, your heart keeps being so instrumental Dark speech, I grew up in dark streets, look through the window See the parts of me that's hard to reach and full of sin though You're like my sensei, but I can't face your grace Knowing I chased disgrace, and what my friends say But the sun just keeps shining, I was dumb Thought if I could shun evil and keep climbing You would become proud of me and be smiling Drowning in your love, but I'm trying to become an island Check the forecast, yep, sky's gray It's a shame, it looks like rain, is what I'd say Clouds overhead, thunder keeps cracking Lightning keeps flashing, bad keeps happening Now I'm standing in the rain wanting to get wetter Knowing the more you gon pour, it's gon be better The Good Shepherd who taught me how to love this weather Your rain got me waiting until forever, when you will Rain down grace, Rain down grace on me Rain down grace, Rain down grace on me