Benighted - June And The Laconic Solstice lyrics

The worlds close, cold and threatening They left me no way out, no door anywhere Just these big white walls and their majesty Dripping with anger and hostility They rise in the rigidity of the accuser The steams of your stench hidden behind Your emanations contaminate my senses And enjoy what remains of my damaged soul Suspended over the fascinating space under my feet Waiting for the time I fall My throat hurts as I scream with all my guts but no sound goes out I feel my veins beat on my temples and their rhythm resounds in my head The spotless white of the walls blinds me And crosses my eyelids Time has come to see the end Time has come to tame the whispers beyond the walls The question's why the consolation The question's why divine redemption My acts cannot be forgiven, Forgotten with neuroleptics absolution These relentless images in my head Of a magnificent and so familiar red This silence I like rocks my grief in these last years No word, no shout, just the silence I'd like to meet the child I was, tell him "I'm sorry for your loss"