Ben Beal - How I feel lyrics

[Verse 1] The shadow in the black night It's almost time, right My nimble thoughts are slipping into this limelight My mind has sailed free I guess it's time for me To fall back into this land They call a dream The trees are always bloom And people start to listen The pools we swim in glisten And kids continue wishing In edition to that We're all the same This place is too perfect It's hard to explain I think I just liked the fact That people knew my name And if I ever got the chance I'd definitely stay But I think you would be surprised Because perfection was really just playing With my mind [Hook] It's just kinda how I feel This far off land is my escape reel It may not seem like much But when I lose touch It seems like all my problems aren't real X2 [Verse 2] I arrive when I fall asleep And everything I think about becomes obsolete But I'm starting to get sick of it Because 20 minute raps don't get rid of sh** And I am kinda well aware That this won't last forever It's kinda whatever And I have better things to do But the peacefulness is indescribable And when it comes to people Way more reliable But I just sit and think What if I could have this in real life? It would be nice to know something More than blind sight So I continue to write Taking the next right into something That really caught my eye I just want to be happy and at peace And hope that one day I'll be better than the land in my dreams But until then you can find me in the crazy schemes I think I'm good for now My mind is finally at ease [Hook] It's just kinda how I feel This far off land is my escape reel It may not seem like much But when I lose touch It seems like all my problems aren't real X2