Belly - Lonely Night lyrics

Every single time I close my eyes (lonely night) All I seem to think about is you (lonely night) [Verse 1] This isn't what the f** I dreamed out I'm having nightmares in my dream house So please don't ask me why I'm leaned out Or why I'm barely ever seen out Sitting at this table funny how this sh** turn I'm on that fire let the sh** burn b**h learn Good head is half the grade like a midterm Tell her I'm coming to collect like big worm Even when they fronted on it baby this is what they wanted Every day is Saturday and we just wait for Sunday morning When sunrises become redundant and the kush is in abundance We paying four fifty for the [?] Its enough to make you cry ain't it Some people die slaving And I paid it getting high trying to find haven But my minds tainted When I survive the night that's when I made it f** it I'm faded [Hook] Every single time I close my eyes (lonely night) All I seem to think about is you (lonely night) Wonder why I go and get so high (lonely night) I'm just trying to figure out the truth (lonely night) [Verse 2] I mix the beans with the lean Promethazine team Leaning to one side like a motherf**ing spleen I was rich all along No money in my pockets I had money in my genes I mean my bloodstream Born alone imma die alone The realest high is being high alone If you only knew what I know Then you wouldn't kiss these b**hes with your eyes closed Thank god I got these adderalls and these padded walls If my life was like my drug use I would have it all So gone beyond high I say I'm on one but I'm prolly on five On this f**ing road to success long ride And I've been riding too long n***a ya'll drive I've been through hell shut the hell up picture this The negatives just help me develop [Hook]