Bella Ruse - Gumption & Guts lyrics

It's only just the morning But I wish this day were done They tell me keep on fighting But why's the stupid battle never won I am just so tired of getting kicked around and never left alone Trying to stay above the water But I'm sinking fast I don't mind never winning But I hate always coming last I am just so tired of giving all I got and not getting back I am never gonna make something more of my life I am never gonna come out on top if I try I am never gonna be something else in your eyes I am never gonna You are never gonna We are never gonna be Trying to be patient It's hard when there's no end in sight I know it's a virtue But I'll hurt you if you say it one more time I am just so tired of waiting round for things that never turn out right I am never gonna make something more of my life I am never gonna come out on top if I try I am never gonna be something else in your eyes I am never gonna You are never gonna We are never gonna be Be together, but I still am gonna try It may never work out for you and I But this hell I'm living Is not much worse than knowing That I just didn't have The gumption or the guts to try