Beleaf - Suicide Roll lyrics

[Verse 1: Beleaf] His suicide letter read To whom it may concern I've been on the ledge For sometime, no one would listen I bet they listenin' now Dont start cryin' Them tears don't belong to you You had a chance to make a difference But what did you do? Forgot me, like everybody else Now you're reading this, feeling sorry for yourself It's too late to care No one was ever there They just looked at me Told me I was fat, and I was ugly Told me I was gay Last time you hugged me You said you would say a prayer Did you forget? Did God hear it? I been waitin' for my d**h, I've never feared it I never fit in anywhere except my spirit Am I a Terrorist? If I take this box- Cutter And tear my wrist? Is there a therapist? Specialize in this? Isn't it obvious? That [Chorus: Beleaf] I been thinkin' bout k**in' myself But I'm entertained by how bad my life is I'm entertained by how bad my life is I'm entertained by how bad my life is [x2] [Verse 2: Beleaf] I guess it's no ones fault but mine Feel like I'm runnin' out of time I guess I'll never be a graduate What's in this.. medicine cabinet..? Just some vitamins Feelin' staggin If these belts are too cheap For me to hang myself I don't know what I'm gonna say to God When I see him, can't explain myself Sound like a broken record... Wait, give me a second Only if I didn't have a disease Wasn't infect- Wasn't infected... That's too loud, It's too loud... Callin' out to you if you there God Never learned how to say a prayer A lot of people tell me you care But if Jesus you're really real Then I need you to pull me near This razor blade is about to go ear to ear And my life ain't that entertaining It's really just unfair... I hope my soul is bullet-proof I know that you are God And most of my life I ignored the truth Now I'm sittin' in my only suit It's like this the only special occasion I've been invited to... Give tomorrow a chance