Beleaf - Depressed lyrics

[Hook: Beleaf] I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it My God'll help me get through it [Bridge: Beleaf] See what had happened was [Verse 1: Beleaf] Yeah, it was me and my guys Running through the streets And we trying to collide With some bad girls, like Mary Jane See, Mary Jane, she was very strange She had orange hair and she stink But I kept her around because she help me think She help me think, she help me think about... I forgot She help me sink into a low Then she started taking all of my dough And I never been high before All I knew is that I wanted it some mo' I'm just happy that I wasn't addicted I wasn't addicted I wasn't a-, I was addicted How did I miss this? How do I fix this? [Hook: Mr. J. Medeiros] I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it My God will help me get through it [Bridge: Mr. J. Medeiros] See what happened was [Verse 2: Mr. J. Medeiros] This rapper buzzed Done mocked me, with his co*ky laughter Trust some rocky wanna scrap with a Drago punch Imma sock him til his knees hurt And his teeth squirt on his T-shirt What he had for lunch I need work Let me add this up Now he bragged a bunch So I bragged a bunch Mad at him cause I had what he hadn't once Spat at him and backstabbed him But in fact, it was sad when He was acting like I had way Back when, mad men being mad at men No friends, just advertising and posting up And billin' boards, ain't growing up Just k**in' boys I throw this one up, through the ceiling and walls Cause I trust you know what I'm feelin' Lord [Hook: Jackie Hill Perry] I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it My God'll help me get through it [Bridge: Jackie Hill Perry] See what had happened is [Verse 3: Jackie Hill Perry] He put me in his mattress Wanted me to be an actress Wanted me to mask it Wanted me to be a bad (Ahh!) To mask was attractive To the ma**es Not the master who would fashion me Who's as messed, matter fact could it be Not me, other people is peepin' the deceased pieces of me, never see I was addicted to attention I was afflicted with this image I was a tent that wanted men just When ain't get it I was offended When I ain't get it I wanna end it So the intervention Was a blade to the wrist To the veins of a vain dame I wasn't livin' Now I'm in this prison Dang I was straight trippin' Insane for the brains of a slave's vision [Hook: JGivens] I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it My God will help me get through it [Bridge: JGivens] See what had happened was [Verse 4: JGivens] A! We was supposed to B together Let us C and get the D together Drop the E together Skip cla** and a couple letters Come back and get high J It's you and me forever Depression is the peer pressure From your own reflection Are you in the mirror The mirror will get clearer Minus these lines of snow I know it's coke and it all reflects me I'm supposed to be the salt exchange the Pepsi Take you to B Let's see where it gets me I only did it twice and it's only cause the homie like First time you ain't do it right Thirty-third try Heavily Meth amphetamine Blowin' O's My nose is on fire The high ain't really last And I crashed quick, fast Like the drive thru food That goes with those fries Now I'm smokin' on this gla** My clothes is goin' high [Hook: Marty] I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it I do it cause I'm depressed I'm depressed cause I do it My God will help me get through it [Verse 5: Marty] Uh, yeah, lie to me Make it sound good, baby, lie to me No confidence in the God in me I beat myself up for all the things Ask how I'm doing Well it all depends Count the days from when I last sinned It's been a while so I think I'm good Yeah (I think I'm good) I don't got a reason to lie to you Like yeah I'm great Okay that's the way I know I'm lying why I'm such a fake But I lie just to keep everyone away And all the stupid things that they say To try to fix me up like they know the way I keep a smile still on my face Please go away, no, don't go away dog [Hook 2: Beleaf] I do it because I'm depressed Then I'm depressed cause I don't know How not to do it I do it because I'm depressed Then I'm depressed cause I don't know how not to do it I do it because I'm depressed And I'm depressed cause I do it My God'll help me get through it [Bridge: Beleaf] See what had happened was [Verse 6: Beleaf] Them internet girls had me in a net The wide world is a web Spun to capture us in s** I know I'm buggin' out with the intellect But my mind was infested with images I have invested and became so diminishing I try to terminate the termites Til the tug of war turned my thoughts into a terabyte Tossin' and turnin' in the middle of my night... mares Bed bugs bite A word addicted to the feelin they were concealing and it's quite clear Keepin these secrets will get me anywhere How do you exterminate the things that you think that you like I think that I thought I wasn't right Until I wrote it down and said it through the mic Confessed to the fam and then prayed to the Christ [Outro: Beleaf] (x2) Now, I ain't depressed no mo' Done with the stress fo' sho'