Beleaf - InJoy (feat. John Gives, Ruslan, & Dream Junkies) lyrics

[Intro: Dream Junkies] Man there's not enough joy in this world What happened to the joy in this world [Verse 1: Beleaf] I am a Junkie Glad I'm employed Cause if feels good paying rent When the rent is due Though sometimes that work I do get annoyed Somebody told me count it all joy My wife told me we having another baby And turns out we having another a boy So you know I gotta count it all joy My cousin enlisted in the Marines But he didn't come back cause he got k**ed When deployed tell me how I'm supposed to Count it all joy And I've been having nightmares Seems like somebody trying To steal, k**, and destroy I don't know how to count it all joy My smile is counterfeit I try but can't forget The abuse that they won't admit If I do, do I get it at a boy They say we got a father in the sky I believe 'em, but do I look like Elroy [Bridge: Beleaf] It's hard to smile with all this pain in me I don't want to stay the same I want to see change in me Man I see 'em smiling But they ain't envy [Hook: Beleaf] I just wanna be Happy happy joy joy I just wanna be I just want to enjoy joy Happy happy joy joy I just wanna (2x) I just wanna enjoy joy [Verse 2: John Gives] I ain't been smiling lately I lost my mind, I'm wasting time I got no power baby I need love's shower daily Buzz is crazy Me and my cousin J been k**ing these songs with kindness I need some calm and quite I don't really like the attention But I don't really fight the attention I wonder "will my life be mentioned" In the book of life, good riddance How did my stripe get listless Just got a kite from prison The homie say he proud of the way I shed light for a minute I'm feeling the pressure I really don't care for your call to correct my call A direction I'm called to reflect God grace in a case of cause and effect Tell me how I'm supposed to count it all joy With the stress ya'll make me feel I'm a human that keeps it real I'm a Christian that's losing zeal Tell how i'm supposed to count it all joy Let me hit my knees and pray Our Father who art in heaven help me find my way [Bridge: Beleaf] It's hard to smile with all this pain in me Gotta let Jesus be the King and let Him reign in me Man I see 'em smiling But they ain't envy [Hook: Beleaf] [Verse 3: Ruslan] I been waking up with my head high and my heart low I been doing this for so long, so where did all them lyrics go Huh, woulda thought we would of been on But they ain't really hear it though What if I've been off the whole time What if I've been rushing gold mines Empty tombs, empty rooms of fools gold Injoy, who knows Maybe God planned a crude joke Maybe my faith is just really pseudo Spirituality I really don't wanna hear he tell me count in all joy To be honest man I'm sick of that Cause my momma keep on sippin out and The homies keep on flippin out I can't count it all joy Violations gettin enforced, homes keep gettin torched, best friends keep gettin divorced Its hard to count it all joy With scars as large as Grand Canyon I'm a fallen man standing, risen ashes from the damage huh [Outro: Beleaf] Yeah i'm supposed to fake it till I make it huh Yeah I'm supposed to be happy, happy But this life keeps getting worse But I just keep smiling and pretend that Im happy, happy