Bekay - I Don't Feel Good lyrics

[Hook x2] I can tell that you don't feel good (I know you feel like sh**, but me too) I guess you're not alone (I can relate, let me be the voice for you) [Verse 1] His name was Aaron Tears blow 17 years old His SATs his parents had him preparing for High School homie hanging with kids who is older Little dude really got a chip on his shoulder His parents just got divorced They selfish as f** Got him testify in court Of course, awful thoughts of all sorts Drown his memory His pops used to get drunk and beat the sh** out of his family So him and his pops they both stayed drunk But dude was naturally smart so he managed to keep his grades up The young girls loved him, they kinda helped with healing But inside he always kept this empty feeling But he also kept a 9 milli And then to a _______ from South Philly But he was from Brooklyn and his last letter said This is a suicide note to my only friend I'm better off dead And now he's gone [Hook x2] [Verse 2] Her name was Carrey Her husband named Barry And in the beginning in 2001 Is when they got married To be with each other for life Now they accepted Right after the marriage They found out that she was pregnant And they both felt the greatest joy in the world 'Cause the sonic gram showed twins A boy and a girl He would always work hard Everything was always cool Till one morning Carrey turned on the awful news And in one sec she knew her love was in the sky to heaven 'Cause this day we all know was 9/11 And dude worked in the twin towers So Carrey freaked the f** out Hit the bottle Started crying in the shower And then now was prone for crying to her mother on the phone Crying moan in the zone Crying all alone It's like she lost all her hope The f**ed up part is that Is that's the same day her water broke And now she cries everyday in front of friends About the day her babies life began and her husbands ends And that's -f**, man... [Hook x2] [Verse 3] Meet Brendan This ain't random His girl love him to d**h But sometimes its like she really can't stand him He had some bad habit that he broke Like cheating on her once in a blue And sniffed in and selling coke But he stopped that Now the dude did the right thing Now only good things he would bring Even bought the engagement ring And his moms got sick and so did his pops His best mate from junior high got doped up from a whole lot of shots The dude cut off all his drug ties For her Little did he know the love of his life was full enough lies Almost gave up his career Shed some tears 'Cause shawty f**ed some other kid behind his back for like a f**ing year What goes around comes around And now he's back to hustling Eating pills and suffering Attitude is: f** it now Its like pain is pleasure Pleasure is pain And its clear this kids brain will never be the same And his story, I'm repping it now 'Cause he's like me We're both drunk and high as f** Our heads in the clouds So when d**h is calling you Life's a b**h But you ain't alone Remember I'm standing right here with all of you We all bleed! [Hook x2]