Before I Turn - Solitary Forever (Lyrics) lyrics

I'm done being open With myself with my life with my thoughts I've tried being honest With the one's I thought I loved Evert time I'm trying I'm weak I'm just a failure Every day I'm dying Every time I look in the f**ing mirror (Alone solitary useless forever x4) I lay confined to my bed The lights are bright and there's voices in my head They tell me constantly to believe That there's nothing more to live for I stand somehow I'm not dead The knife is so sharp and my blood is so red Just do it just do it, it'll be over soon Just do it just do it, it'll be over soon Leaving me out to dry My fate is set so why do I even try? In the dark I'm stuck in the mud I bite my tongue just to taste the f**ing blood (Alone solitary useless forever x4) Take me to my special place My wrists cut and a nurse in my face Let me live inside this house Without a bullet or a gun in my mouth f** Alone darkness solitary forever Alone darkness solitary forever Alone darkness solitary forever Alone darkness solitary forever