Bedroom - In my head lyrics

{Verse 1} day to day, it won't leave everytime, i try to speak it consumes my mind it consumes my soul it wants my life it wants complete control somebody help me before its bad somebody help me before i end up dead {Verse2} i feel alone, all of the time its still quite, lurking inside im a walking contradiction everything i say is an affliction to him somebody help me before its bad somebody help me before i end up dead