Bedlam (Horrorcore) - Mommy Dearest lyrics

(Prozak) 7 years old locked in the closet the unforgiven son of a b**h The ba*tard baby child ignorant The piece of sh** you made it clear From the beginning to the bottom of my deepest fears Another year moves on and life has only gotten worse A make news out of my grandma takin a ride in a hurse My momma punks and says I wish that was you dead instead She smacked me in my face and said that I was better off dead Age 12 I'm seein visions of hell She puts my hand above the burner to teach a lesson Smith & Wesson In my daddy's drawer I grab it I load it I hold it I pull it I aim it I squeeze the trigger unload it Blood sprays up on the walls and through the halls of insanity How can this be the end of a brutal torchurous legacy It's all over I grab the razor blade and let my blood flow free Suicide and then I scream Hail Mary Momma never loved me momma never hugged me Momma used to beat me momma used to burn me Momma said she hates me spits and degrades me Lock me in the closet of my mind for eternity(2x) f** oh sh** f** you ba*tard No Nooooo no mother f**er's I'm gonna f**in do it! f** this sh**, f** this world I don't want this f**in baby, this f**in baby's dead Oh sh** nooo, get the f** away. Why'd you dot his to yourself? (Madness) My mother was dead long before I was born the rich gushin out Blood it's ripped up and torn she committed suicide For six minutes we died barely alive how we survived It's a miracle that we were revived My date of birth November 6, 1970 The beginning of pain and the origin of my misery Age 3 flown down a flight of steps black and blue and bloody Crazy b**h had to do something cuz she lost her dope money Manic depressed mommy dearest clenched fists Heard she tried to go and slit her f**in wrists Red rain showin me my baby brother in the back Bathroom mother demon with another womb to cosume It takes the pain away to beat me up everyday Beatin me she would let me pray Thank you mother for showing me the way Dying hand cuff me to my bed Make me listen to the bible as she read Bruising bleeding and they're bloody bloody red Now you know why Curt D's dead Momma never loved me momma never hugged me Momma used to beat me momma used to burn me Momma said she hates me spits and degrades me Lock me in the closet of my mind for eternity Loved me hugged me Beat me burn me Momma said she hates me spits and degrades me Lock me in the closet of my mind for eternity(2x)