Beautiful Eulogy - Good Grief lyrics

[Verse 1: Eshon Burgundy] Yo Some of the most unfortunate events have taken place inside my brain I try to condense but it expands when I explain And that may sound intense but that's just agony and pain That I casually contain But magically it change When I'm in front of everybody yo I laugh and joke but I'd rather just go hang out in the lobby doe Somebody asked me if I was paranoid one day I guess it come off that way after seeing so much gun play Post traumatic stress disorder I don't know but I guess so sorta Man especially when I had my first daughter And I ain't have a clue of what I could possibly do to support her My pride kept me outta Burger King, “may I take ya order?” The Lord'll provide even though I'm living my life less organized An example of grace not an excuse to make mistakes I'm not abusin my faith I'm just concluding what it takes And that space is reserved for the One who died in my place That burden get on my nerves Burden give me the shakes That burden is heavy weight That burden'll make me break And me giving it all away(to God) Is me learnin to levitate Instead of a ski mask on my face I'm just off in a better place Lets pray [Hook: Liz Vice] I know I'm set free when I feel trapped Can't let it live gotta k** that No matter how hopeless I can't deny that There's a calm blue sky over Iraq There's hope There's hope [Verse 2: Eshon Burgundy] To be honest I can't do nuffin but believe the Promise No frontin I'm just stuck on something only He can accomplish I mean the streets is in me deep See I done seen too much So when things get tough it's screamin to be released And if I'm not preoccupied those demons can be increased That's verse 45, chapter 12 of Matthew The least of my troubles When I entertain the speech of the devil So I remain in reach of the Father Who applies heat to the kettle So I scream When I blow off steam Then I'm settled Reminded of the power in that Name Then I'm leveled Still embezzlin my dreams Negligent of my schemes I know Heaven intervenes When I war with spiritual things Ignore amphetamines when I'm offered the better things No substitute for the truth and that Truth is He never change Simple and plain I'm a man And I ain't got it all together I need His Son I need His Spirit And I need'em all forever Good grief [Hook] [Hook #2] My eyes are on the sky above Where the fire can't climb high enough I'm focused on the Sky above Where the problems can't fly high enough [Hook] [Hook #2]