Beat Happening - I've Lost You lyrics

I got no beautiful girl I got no beautiful girl Girl I scraped up the insides With the pounding and the lies I've lost you The jury will be hanged Cause there's really no one to blame Except for me And my pride Who's gonna love me Who's gonna love me Who's gonna love me The way that I am Who's gonna love me Who's gonna love me Who's gonna love me The way that I am Girl The smile when it died(?) And it only came in at night Girl Girl You got no beautiful girl I got no beautiful girl Girl I've lost the sickness And the medicine that did this Girl