Beanie Sigel - Can't Go On This Way lyrics

Honor, trust, respect, devotion, friendship Loyalty, karma, team, us, rock, solid (I can't go on this way) The evil, damn With no union and no benefits no dental plans I can't eat off no 100 grand I got cavities that need filin' You can't feed a n***a peanut chews Now, put ya feet up in a n***a shoes A lack of green a give a n***a blues A sip of purple make n***a rude Make a grown person speak his open tomb (I can't go on this way) f** dat, I can't do it man We make this chips off this gift That we curse with And then my mind drift Am I defeating the purpose 'Cause you feel like sh** When miss your sons first sh** But who gone pay da bills supply The meals no surplus My baby, moma Give me drama on the daily Like she makin' it barely And my kids is eaten rarely man (I can't go on this way) sh**, I'm stressed out I'm going through it I can't do it If you put puppies in the oven Do that make them biscuits Put hungry dogs in the kitchen Will they eat the kittens Do you hear me or you listen? It's a big difference Do you catch the line of the hook Or are you still fishin'? These are a couple questions That I, need to be answered Is these back woods And weed givin' me cancer (I can't go on this way,ohh) sh** ! I'm stressed out Gone do it, I can't do it My moma say I gotta nerve stress Got her wakin' up In cold sweats I'm hard headed an owe What make it worse My lil brotha behind me Blood pressure runnin' Like Harriet she can't handle it I gotta screamin' "Lord Jesus", like a hellya Son I'm tellin' ya Please don't make me bury ya (I can't go on this way, ohh) I'm stressed man I'm goin' through it I was taught to trust in, Allah But still tie up ya camel Use your tongue as your sword And your book as your ammo But when those bullets start flyin' And you got p**ys around you And who you rely on on Let them n***as surround you sh** it make me fill like young Keenth From the start I was finished How n***as start wit finish And begin wit a ending? (I can't go on this way, ohh) I'm stressed out I can't take it no more man I'm movin' a** backwards With no forward progress Feel asmatic like tread mills do from joggin' Stagnat runnin' in place is tragic My heart in the faith, I don't practice I still pray, Allah Forgive me for my actions 'Cause I spit gangsta Think m**m and act kaffa ( can't go on this way, ohh) sh** I still gotta feed my youngin's And supply the hundred an', freeway I can't wait until the rain turn to sunshine 'Cause I hate to spend my life My life, my life, my life Duckin' one time, free patrol the block Get avoidin' by the government avoid the spot Can't wait till rain turn to sunshine 'Cause I hate to spend My life my life my life my life Duckin' the cops (I can't go on this way, ohh) I fell you big homie young gunnas Uh, straight from the ghetto to ghetto Or from the youngest be the ghettoist ones, uh Tryna make as much as we could Tryna make it but they gone make it hard as much as they could That's why , that's why That's why I hate 'em and dem crackers Ain't nothin' wit out paper They look at us wit nuffin' and ah ah (I can't go on this way, ohh) Came to far and I ain't goin' backwards for nothin' I ain't bein' distracted by nothin' Migits size to dekemba I ain't back up from nothin' Moms still stressin' It ain't the kids its the bills stressin' She hold it down on her own She held me down at the crib Hold me down when I'm gone She held me down as a kid Hold me down When I'm grown an, ah (I can't go on this way, ohh) I choose not refuse Not down on my own No off da streets runnin' Wit da hottests lable in da industry The hottest lable got an n***a lot of enemies So now, when I go in baseline A nice size rachet To throw in waste line I gotta make mine Mom bills ain't gettin' paid in Kids ain't situated (I can't go on this way, ohh) Y'all gotta make a decision before us 'Cause they way that we livin' ain't all good Around the way Where them hatin' a** n***as don't like us Despite them we gone do it regardless But all this commotion they causin' I ain't wit it We ain't wit it They can get it all it takes is a call And my dogs will be down let da rounds Gotta admit though (I can't go on this way, ohh) Someday gotta forget it though Consequences for my sentence Gotta forgive us though (I can't go on this way, ohh)