Bayharbour - Time Lapse lyrics

I AM I am afraid of me of all the mistakes I've made that I cannot fix I FEEL I feel alone in these walls I've constructed from my guilt IT'S NOT ME I'm not who I've let down I should have seen it from the start, but I never learned WHAT TO SAY How to ask of you to forgive me for the poison, this cancer eating me Please forgive me for all i have done Please forgive me my friend I thought that I was stronger than this I'm stuck in my head, thinking over everything I've done I f**ed up, I let you down I don't deserve, any of this I am the architect of my own destruction All these things that I've done replay through my mind I'm drowning in regret living life out in the deep end If I could turn back time to where it all unfolds The only thing I'd do, is save myself I am the architect of my own destruction