Bastardz - Pills lyrics

Please give me some medicine Or should I take a great deal of it Some say I should take it even though it's black Some say I should face it, I'm a walking wreck Havin' lots of money, can't bring me cure Havin' lots of some say, keep me insecure And I want something to ease the pain When I lay my head on the pillow On a cold winter night And stop shaking minute after Minute after days without light Pills, thrills, chills, feed me my Pills, thrills, chills, feed me my pills Some say I must stop, messing with my pains Some say it's easy, (but) I can't break the chains I wish that I could find the easy way out I wish that I could go all the way down And I want something to ease the pain When I drown myself in sorrow On a hot summer day And stop shaing minute after Minute after nights of sheer gray I have something to keep the pain When I finally rise above The sh** every now and then And stop shaing minute after Minute after I do it again