Barrier - I Am the Mistake lyrics

Why do I bother? Why do I bother? I'm wasting my time, wasting my breath Wasting away in my minds depths I'm faced with worthless thoughts I leave myself to deal with pain Pointless pain builds into shame I've lost all feeling now I'm dealing with you You're left to blame I've lost all feeling now I'm dealing with you I've lost all feeling now I'm dealing with you You're to blame You keep us calm, I've kept calm for to long You're the inspiration for every hate song You're the biggest let down, my most cherished effort I hate that I felt that and gave you my comfort All our hearts s**ed dry, the believers first to die And still all this time we let our mistakes slide All our hearts s**ed dry, the believers first to die And still all this time we let our mistakes slide Crooked minded, learn your place Learn your place, rejection sinks in But change is something you cant face Your minds and open wound Consume consume consume Your words eat away at me Comes from behind and calls to me Grits its teeth, sinks them in Now I've seen things that could make hell cave in Now I've seen things that could make hell cave in