bAnoffee - Idiot lyrics

[Verse 1] I’ve gotta clean the house today The outside world just don't seem safe I might let myself waste away To feel like I have something in control I wanna hurt myself today It's been a while and I miss the pain I give out and get no gains [Pre-Chorus] I've only got myself to blame But I won't be seeking your help again 'Cause you've got priorities, you've got priorities, priorities [Chorus] I'm sorry, I missed you You know that I'm hurting Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret, I'm an idiot I'm sorry, I missed you (I just wanna stay home) You know that I'm hurting (and its not your fault) Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret, I'm an idiot Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret, I'm an idiot [Verse 2] Could I serve myself today? Stay in bed and masturbate Feel like I deserve the break What a dream, I'll never live that way Wanna stop this rut today I've listed all the things I'll change I expect too much but give away my energy [Pre-Chorus] I've only got myself to blame But I won't be seeking your help again 'Cause you've got priorities, you've got priorities, priorities [Chorus] I'm sorry, I missed you You know that I'm hurting Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret, I'm an idiot I'm sorry, I missed you (I just wanna stay home) You know that I'm hurting (and its not your fault) Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret, I'm an idiot Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret, I'm an idiot I'm sorry, I missed you (I just wanna stay home) You know that I'm hurting (and its not your fault) Wanna stay in, do bad things I regret, I'm an idiot