BallZach - Tired lyrics

[Verse 1: Josh Man] A while back, had a little bit of trouble going I was messed up, lived my life not knowing Whether things would get better, whether it'd stop snowing Well really all those hardships helped me start to get growing So all that time I tried to learn a bit more about myself Because I heard that knowledge is the best type of wealth A lot of people telling me that I have changed, yeah Like I'm doing all of this to stay the same, yeah The problems, the pressure's getting to me already Don't know whether I wanted love or just wanted some fetti My knees shaking, my arms just turned into spaghetti Knuckles white like a ghost, aye, shout out to Betty But I'm good, yeah I'm good, least I think so Will this loneliness stop? I just don't know But there's one thing that I do know One thing that I know I am here for [Pre-Hook] I'm tired man, I'm tired Yeah, I said I'm tired man, I'm tired [Hook] But when the soul cry out, "Just let me free" "It's hard out there, just let me be" The flesh weak, but the spirit willing Said the flesh weak, but the spirit willing So with that in mind, let's break through the ceiling [Verse 2: BallZach] Aye Josh Man! Thanks for the feature man! Every day is a struggle and it seems like everywhere I go it's like I run into trouble I don't know what to do, where to turn, where to go, what to say 'Cause all my homies on the corner selling dope And the depression k**ing me, it's like I lost a part of me My papa never wanted me, my mama wanted ecstasy Man, it feel like ain't nobody love me Went to school, they called me ugly On the bus, they used to jump me, so I started Popping bottles, dropping Molly, stealing commas Popping pills, smoking dope, doing no good, that's fo sho But why me? What did I do to deserve this? Nowadays life is so hard, it seems like I ain't got a purpose Now it's like there's a hole in my soul I been running, I been searching, I don't know where to go Lord, pick up the phone, I haven't heard from You in so long Direct my path, guide my feet, show me right and wrong [Outro] Please, I'm tired Are you there? Can you hear me? Hello?