Ballast - Bad Thoughts lyrics

People who cannot trust themselves are putting me on edge today/the selfish need to self destruct/you're sitting there, clenching your teeth/negative outlook can't look out for you and me/ this feeling I give to only want more/putting you on edge, what are we good for/I hear someone go by and feel like hiding/cringe away, having no one but yourself to blame/but I see stairs leading to nowhere/doors leading to nowhere too/some days I feel I'm going somewhere/maybe someday soon/why are you already buried/why were you in such a hurry/scared of ideals and ambition so it'd rather clean the kitchen/dare I hope to ever feel again/ In this world so full of beauty and despair/constantly split between love and hate/they feel like the same thing/well I'm scared of ideals and ambition/so I'd rather clean the kitchen again/this constant split between love and hate/it feels like the same thing/it feels like...nothing/use these bad thoughts/ to go somewhere/anywhere, away from here