Baliva - Indifferent lyrics

Verse One I spent all my days just hoping it wasn't so Still the facts in front of me but I won't let go I'm hoping that I'm wrong and this is all just a show Reality hurts and it stings just like a blow Used to be an optimist, I'm falling like a pessimist I tried so many times but Im chained like the elephant Can't believe I'm here again , no one else is left to blame Need to free my mind, And break the bond, coz it's not a chain The pain of broken trust, it all feels the same A different face but it seems like the same game We used to trust each other, our hearts are getting harder The pain is getting deeper, my faith is getting weaker CHORUS Hurt so many times, got me feeling different People come and go, don't see the difference Walking through this life, feeling insignificant Hoping that success, will bring me significance Verse 2 I'm standing at the bottom of the barrel Circumstances got me going down in a spiral Reaching for the sky I wanna fly like a sparrow Every time I try I seem to fall to the gravel Hurt so many times got me feeling so indifferent People come and go, don't really see the difference Walking through this life, Still feeling insignificant Hoping that success will bring me significance I wanna Be a self made man, keep my life in control Fill this barrel with gold and hope it fills the hole But it Seems so lonely like a vain pursuit Still Feeling all the pain in my shiny suit CHORUS Hurt so many times, got me feeling different People come and go, don't see the difference Walking through this life, feeling insignificant Hoping that success, will bring me significance VERSE 3 Success is a drug, and I think I am addicted Trying to cover that pain with wealth and fame Tried to love the man in the mirror, still feeling the hurt Tried to change my circle, never changed my worth Deeply need to find healing, acceptance No human heart will ever give me that perfection Everyone will fail me, I've come to accept it God never fails us, his love is so perfect Really blows my mind how he continues to love me In all my imperfections God continues to accept me The healing never comes from the money or the fame It deeply comes from true perfector of our faith