Balance Problems - Enderly lyrics

I'm sitting down inside the shower As beads of water climb my veins The tile floor is cold beneath me The steam is fogging mirror panes I'm making mental notes of halls I've walked And pills I've yet to take I've recovered slow and hope that I'll be seeing you today White lights flash below and flicker The city wakes as I still sleep In an electric bed my arm is fed I feel the glowing TV screen The clever clock above will sing out At every hour's chance it has I'm feeling lonely less 'cause you've been here The time will surely pa** I've been kept inside for too long now I'm begging you to break me out They've medicated me for days I'm living in a foreign place I've been wasting away But I figured out that healing starts When I can see your face Now I'm looking out my window The cars are moving so slow The gra** absorbs some rays of sun below A sharpened needle breaks my skin And I'm waiting for the medicine To take me to a world devoid of loneliness Now I'm sinking to the bottom Of an ocean under me The lights are dimming from the surface And muffled noises surround me I've lost the sense of touch But love is still inside my dream Of perfect silence and escaping life We drift slowly to sleep You've been here All day long I hope you see What it's meant to me I've been kept inside for too long now I'm begging you to break me out They've medicated me for days I'm living in a foreign place I've been wasting away But I figured out that healing starts When I can see your face