Balance and Composure - Patience lyrics

I feel no pain From your salt-mixed rain If I grew a tree up to the sky Feed it the words that would make it cry A sad, sad song You got me humming right along To the words that the sun burned out Shout them loud to make you proud Soon I'll find My nerves untwined Wrap me up in all of it I can see your spirit or what's left of it Patience, all this patience Tapping toes and always looking at the time Strung out, always strung out This time I think that I've really lost my mind My heartbeat Is always weakening me I can't find the strength within me So if I go, don't say I didn't see it coming Sad song You got me humming right along Never wanted a part of this But you signed me up first on the list And I'm scared but it can't show I'm a storm while you're sleeping but you don't know Not a shake, not a stir in your god damn bones There's rain drops on your window And I see nothing much Lack of visual, lack of touch Now smoke fills the air, serves as my crutch And I never felt so f**ed Patience, all this patience Tapping toes and always looking at the time Strung out, always strung out This time I think that I've really lost my mind Patience, all this patience Tapping toes and always looking at the time Strung out, always strung out This time I think that I've really lost my mind