Balance and Composure - Fade lyrics

Leaning on the edge this time Pacing back and forth, I find That I Can't get it right Steady on my troubled mind Bitter tasting words like Why did I Never write home? You think I am so Worried and careful I know you're right, it's true I'm a weeping willow And I know places That make the rainy days seem so bright I've been to all of them a few times Oh, what a sight Say the world doesn't really want you to fade Because it is pa**ing So hold on to all the little things that you love 'Cause I am crashing Just wanna fade Watch it all drift away As I make my big escape Spill my guts to the wall, I find Wasted all my precious time That I Never got right Leaning on my wounded pride Not the way I was designed But I See no lie, oh I've lost every nerve on you Plucking each one, one at a time It always eats away at you Steady on your troubled mind I'm scared of ever finding out All I've lived for was a lie All the worries and the doubt You don't even think straight sometimes Fading quickly, hear it coming I thought I saw it pa** me by Love me with an empty heart tonight Just wanna fade Watch it all drift away As I make my big escape Just wanna fade Watch it all drift away As I make my big escape