Balance and Composure - Twenty Four lyrics

I was watching October sky in mid July when I lost my self control It's kind of funny how time goes by and we wonder why and where the f*ck did it go? I'm sick of having my friends die Been thinking of old times They play like a movie in my brain Why can't I just close my eyes so time can heal and waste away? I can't seem to let it go I can't seem to let it go, it always goes to my head Can't seem to let it go, oh, it always just plays out in my brain Over and over Oh, oh, it's so hard not to complain 'Cause I can see them, yeah They're locking hands, heads towards the sky Looking for an angel, oh, oh To stand right by his side and come alive Let it go Oh, it's taking over, it's all that I can see Look around, up and down How can you see hope in anything? I see nothing 'Cause when I finally close my eyes, I'll find my self control 'Cause I'm so sick of this f*cking time and this head of mine They tear at my soul We were set to be brothers You even said it yourself But now you've left me all alone and I need your help Lost all sense of hoping for the best Another brother never seen again Lost all sense of hoping for the best Another brother never seen again Let it go Oh, it's taking over, it's all that I can see Look around, up and down How can you see hope in anything? I see nothing Lost all sense of hoping for the best Another brother never seen again Lost all sense of hoping for the best Another brother never seen again Let it go