Baker Plaid - On My Own lyrics

(Verse 1) I'm on my own Always wanted the gold I can't wait for the day to buy my family a home Let my dad sleep in And have money to travel the globe But now I sit here all alone I got big dreams I hope you can help me achieve these thing But I'm feeling kind of down Im happy you see me creating my sound But it means nothing to you when you breaking me down One man army man down Land fields and handouts I got to take what I can get But I'm hoping that this plans out I got to figure out how to be a man now I'm feeling terrified I'm pulling all my hair out I'm not done yet I haven't taken my last breath Going to make this life count Push myself to be the best Give this all I got and give it nothing less I was born for success Show you haters whats next (Hook) And I've been on my own Dreaming my dreams And traveling down this road Make my money glue to make my family whole Creating expectation and I hope they can hold And I've been so alone Making excuses blowing cash for smokes Waste my day away man my life a joke I got to take a hold and get my life in control (Bridge) And I've been on my own And I've been so alone And I've been so alone And I've been on my own And I've been on my own In my room in my home Trying to make myself blow I hope I don't lose and I hope that I glow But theres not much to expect from a kid on his own like (Verse 2) Here we go Where's my f**ing home Moved to san diego Nah fam this really ain't drake I'ma get up on this plane With a dream You snakes Addicted to the game That's a really bad habit Shoutout to the album name Gotta stay at it And my brother psych He so magic My god I'm tripping I might be a dragon Spitting out flames that my dad never saw Bible and a cross But I still feel lost Never been a villain Thought I just saw God f** all the blasphemy I just been gone Depressed and my stress always ends in a sock Girl you wanna talk? I ain't got a girlfriend I been quite alone I ain't go no friends Don't got five bucks to my name Call me goten And when the show ends Yeah Remember me as a king A king who still couldn't breathe My father died in grief Autumn falls with them leaves And afterwards comes spring I'm about to turn 19 You better bump this on halloween Let it rest in peace (Hook) And I've been on my own Dreaming my dreams And traveling down this road Make my money glue to make my family whole Creating expectation and I hope they can hold And I've been so alone Making excuses blowing cash for smokes Waste my day away man my life a joke I got to take a hold and get my life in control (Bridge) And I've been on my own And I've been so alone And I've been so alone And I've been on my own And I've been on my own In my room in my home Trying to make myself blow I hope I don't lose and I hope that I glow But theres not much to expect from a kid on his own