Backside - Nothing Ahead lyrics

ive watched as freinds turn themselves into junkies on the street i see the cities from broken lives begging for food to eat i felt the fear deal all to clear as the sky turns to red they say the end is far from near but i see nothing ahead inside i run screaming awake me if im dreaming staring at the cealing trying to forget the day of nothing thats appealing and ones that are not healing i dont like what im feeling but dont know any other way ive heard so many lies it would drive anyone insane ive watched a thousand fights but not one person win a thing ive cried my tears in time of need wishing that i was dead they say that end is far from near but i see nothing ahead i cant take it these hypocrites theyre calling out my name as if they know the way i feel and think that its the same in everone because if they knew what i did i wouldnt feel so alone and so damn frustrated