Bach Mai - Pushing Away lyrics

I am lost and I am lonely and I I am cursed and I am empty Turning to stone My heartbeats growing slow Now where can I go When I need strength the most I'll find a home I was done and I hurt you and I I was worn but followed through Stabbing through your heart I knew we'd fall apart Now where do I go At night, when I'm alone I'll find a home And I can see your smile And I can see your tears I But I can't see tomorrow But I can feel my fears I am raw and I am barren and I I am new and I am wanting Searching for truth My body's bleeding you Rejecting empty promises, the fights Seeking closure tonight And I can see your smile And I can see your tears I But I can't see tomorrow But I can feel my fears But I can't see tomorrow But I can feel my fears But I can see your smile And I can feel my tears I'll find a home, I'll find a home I'll find a home, I'll find a home