Bach Mai - Pulse lyrics

I pushed away half of my heart I buried it I smothered it with dirt And I thought I left six feet under But where my feet rest I can still feel it's pulse I know that I have changed But it still beats like yesterday, pounding inside in sync with my brain And I miss you, but I can't say word I am poison I am what's hurting you And I miss you, but I can't say word I am poison I am what's hurting you And I miss you, but I can't say word I am poison I'm what's infecting you And I miss you, but I can't say word I am poison I am what's k**ing you When I close my eyes all, I need is the darkness But your piercing light cuts right through I swear to god I'll be blind And I know I pushed my heart away But it still beats/bleeds like yesterday