Babywings - VHS Tapes lyrics

All I have are VHS tapes Of the words you used to say And all I have are broken VCRs And old broken down cars I cant go anywhere now But you're layin 6 feet in the ground And I miss you so much I'm little bit out of touch... I admit it and I have no way to tell you I just wanna hear you say you did it So I could tell you that I, I dont think so I wanted to make you proud And I wanted to scream it real loud From the top of my lungs on a mountain high And I wanted to go directly to God And ask him why, you had to die No cures or medicine, could ever be your friend And I remember the time I tied your shoes You were spilling bile and blood On everyone but I cleaned your puke And I wish, I always say this I wish you hadnt got sick And I wanted to say I love you to those VHS tapes