Baby Jay - All Bad & Nothing Good lyrics

[Verse] Tell me what I gotta do, somebody show me a sign Cause I've been lying every single time I told you I'm fine I swear if you could only see the things that go through my mind It's kinda hard to paint a picture you could show to the blind I make this paper and a pen display the state that I'm in I can't answer when you call this sh** ain't making no sense Like how these bottles and these d** been replacing my friends I'm blocking every thing out with double gates and a fence I wanna die soon... and I don't care how it sounds Cause every time I talk to God it's like my prayers never found It's been a long time since I knew my parents we're proud Their baby boy lost his way inside this merry go round Just know I tried tho, I hope it's counting for something I put my life into this music but amounted to nothing I'm talking every f**ing thing I got counting my soul Outta control, swear my studio been down in a dungeon This sh** crazy right? That's just saying the least And if you going through the same you feel my pain in these beats I don't even know this girls name laying in my sheets I'm on the go where I live I'm only staying for weeks I got a bottle to my left and prescriptions on the right Haven't slept in days my brain putting up a fight Found peace in the dark I stay running from the light I been lost inside my mind there ain't nothing in sight Tell me why I see your face in every girl I f** now Running from your love like I'm rushing for a touchdown Never catching feelings I'm in love with these d** now When I finally got you everything we had I shut down ...and I know that it's wrong But where the f** was you then when I wrote all these songs ? Back when I really loved you and you strolled me along All of a sudden I'm the one because you noticed I'm on ? I got no time, this who you made me to be What goes around comes around just wait and you'll see It's kinda funny how you lonely now thinking of me Cause all those years that I waited you created a beast I gotta thank you, I ain't been played in a while I just make it through my day to day faking a smile You give somebody an inch they bout to take it for miles So when it comes down to friends you better think who you dial It's all good though, I think I finally figured it out I was lost for the longest but I'm switching the route When I think about the future sh** be tripping me out Didn't think that I would make it I'm forgetting the doubt [Outro] I'm on my lonesome, I did it on my lonely I ain't worried bout opinions you don't even know me Got the Henny and the addy's and the perky's on me Even if I die tonight a legend what I'm gon' be Tell me what you don't see baby I'ma leave the lights on Drunk and alone the best way for me to write songs No you can't stay I'll be working till the nights gone Know somebody praying cause I know I'm living life wrong (x2)