Baby Dayliner - I'll Be Your Counterpart lyrics

Not the stormy weather or pollution in the air that made me feel all grey, avoiding all fanfare but all of your colors and sound in the showy outward display of yours Not the stormy weather or pollution in the air that made me feel all grey, avoiding all fanfare I try hard to match your brilliance in the sickly confines of my home and get this- I practice in front of a mirror my movements ever lacking your grace I ponder, I wonder if you could me mine If you can't right now then I'll have to keep trying Not the casual violence or the muggings on the Ave that made me feel so beat upon, avoiding all the fads I used to repeat what you do at least to know an echo of yours and then it dawned on me to just become you for then my search goes no farther than me Yet, it's not so easy to contain what can't be Beatitude, Grace, and the Trinity Not this puny lifetime or the endlessness of space that made me feel so insignificant, and search for a better way When I grow up, I'm going to be your counterpart, facsimile your elementaries, your one...two...three's your A,B,Cs, your birds and bees When I grow up, I'm going to be your counterpart, facsimile When I bounce out of here I'll surely fulfil the incarnation of you, this year's model When I'm free from excess, you're forever mine for I'll be changed into you the only outline When I'm no longer trapped in time's ebb and flow I'll be appended to you the only shadow