Ayre - Soulless Succubus lyrics

(Verse) You don't know I'm happy to see you leave Happy to breathe on my own Happy to chase my dreams I left the worst parts of me, and f**ed the best parts of you See it's easier to sleep without your b**h a** whining to me Couldn't even make yourself something to eat You're useless without me Yo, I pa**ively say rest in peace, b**h your dead to me But it took about two years to tear a beat, you f**ed with me I'm not trying to start sh**; I wanna bury this hatchet right quick She'd f** the whole neighborhood, just to show me the list I'm done, with your old address With you, there was no progress I left you, now you're obsessed I digress; I'm done with the stress You say, I used you, but who used who You used me, to live my whole life for you Risk my career, to make a wife of you? Who are you to tell me how to live my life I can't trust what you say cause you lie Can't call you out cause you'll cry I dug my own grave cause I'll die If I spend one more second of life, near a soulless succubus I guess that day I sold my life for a kiss But I missed the angel in sight, I'm plagued with denial I twist my brain to remember if she exists My brain races with stuff to reminisce But none about you So rest in peace, cheers to the d**h of you, I'm over it Try and brush this off your shoulder like you do with half of the sh** you're faced with (Chorus) With you I was thinking, you push me to the brink of, destruction, so heavily. Oh,oh, so heavily. Oh. I want off you, get off me. Everything you do, it disgusts me. Get over me. Oh,oh, get over me. Oh. You look at me like, everything was my fault, you can't come to grips. You blame me. Oh,oh, you blame me. Oh. You don't understand, I want you gone, so f**ing badly. Now you see. Oh,oh, you should leave (Verse) Can I say I don't love, you, can I say I don't miss, you I tend to ask about my lies, cause they're my only protection But to others they're venom And I don't like to hurt others My mind wants to protect every human I run into cause they're all pieces to my personal puzzle I guess I lied in the first verse, saying I wouldn't care if you died Cause it would k** me Don't take this as a weakness or me wanting you, back I'm much happier without you and that's a, fact But there are some things I can't change, and no one can fix me I guess I'll just have to wait it out, and spit out my hate But after that there's only, sadness I want my life to be, lavish; I wanna kick my bad, habits And I just want my love for you to, vanish, cause all you do is wreak, havoc And everything you do just causes more, damage You used to be my life plan You took away all of my will and my reasoning for being alive If I did anything with anyone you would take it personally You were purely s** drive and an emotional, wreck I'm not sure what you'll do now that there's no one to pick up your, mess (Chorus) With you I was thinking, you push me to the brink of, destruction, so heavily. Oh,oh, so heavily. Oh. I want off you, get off me. Everything you do, it disgusts me. Get over me. Oh,oh, get over me. Oh. You look at me like, everything was my fault, you can't come to grips. You blame me. Oh,oh, you blame me. Oh. You don't understand, I want you gone, so f**ing badly. Now you see. Oh,oh, you should leave (Verse) I don't know of a man, who can stand, the bullsh**, which you told me You were abusive, and an emotional bully You never cared about me, and made it all about you If I had a problem it would get pushed aside, and you would cover it up You made me suspicious too Always acting shady, always showing you were crazy sh** I'm just happy you aren't the one to be having my baby To be honest, we both just need to move on Hopefully you can take this song as a reason to not be mad that we lost everything that we had But take it has an opportunity You and I were made to do great things And everything happens for a reason, my heart was meant to be bleeding We were meant to look past all these sh**y feelings I need to feel the pain to ever step into the light Cause how do you get big without sh** to say on the mic I've been through child abuse and fights, getting jumped twice I'm a damaged soul that didn't have the strength to fix us both I'm leaving to keep from staying close It's crazy how fast we fell of this slope (Chorus) With you I was thinking, you push me to the brink of, destruction, so heavily. Oh,oh, so heavily. Oh. I want off you, get off me. Everything you do, it disgusts me. Get over me. Oh,oh, get over me. Oh. You look at me like, everything was my fault, you can't come to grips. You blame me. Oh,oh, you blame me. Oh. You don't understand, I want you gone, so f**ing badly. Now you see. Oh,oh, you should leave (Outro) I guess that day I sold my life for a kiss Cheers to the d**h of you, I'm over it Don't take this as a weakness or me wanting you back And honestly anything you would do would just cause me more damage You and I were meant to do great things I'm a damaged soul that didn't have the strength to fix us both