My life feeling like it's near d**h Like it's the end of the world, I'm fighting for my last breath I'm out here in the streets, I'm tripping, being a hot head I ain't gone learn til' I'm locked up, or on my d**h bed Trynna get this bread, and struggling, doing some hard crimes I'm only blessed at church, yeah I'm off topic in my rhymes I'm trynna live life right, just to see another day Finna get the big paper, so please stay out my way Not trynna be an a**hole, I guess I'm one by nature No disrespect to my mama, I promise, I don't hatecha This is all said and done, I'm trynna make a better choice I know I'm better off, knowing I can hear my baby's voice She say "I Love You", all the time, and it's getting crazy I told the truth to some n***as, now they getting a lil lazy I'm done with the drama, I can't take no more mess All I'm trynna figure out, is why God put me through this test