Aye Ray - Incomplete lyrics

[Verse 1] I fear the tears that don't disappear after a year from their beginnin' That's why I steer clear from my peers, 'cause I'm weird, I stay wrapped up in my linen I've been enslaved by all my feelin's, and my body's just a fill in Really, my mind is the villain That's why he needs a little pot in him These thoughts of weaves won't stop, or leave My heart strings weaving in this cotton gin Getting tired of people leaving, believing they were honest in their promises To be honest, I don't really think they know just what a promise is? A promise is, to never contradict the words you coughed up out esophagus I wish I had a Miss, that I can miss, and share this knowledge with 'Cause no one shows acknowledgement, unless it shows them where the dolla's is Your head can hardly reach the stars, bizarre, your heart is inconsistent But my art has been persistent, hard at work, don't need a**istance Every incident I ever experienced, I tried to out-maneuver You start to get so tired of the bullsh**, so you flush the cow manure I just brushed off all my trust, and repercussion, down the sewer Removed the rest of my emotion, now my heart is a computer I'm out here, shoutin', "Life's unfair!", my sour sense of humor And it's humorous, how my pursuit of happiness, is a joke, at best But as soon as I pursue the things in life, I know I gotta do I'll form a deeper clue, and get a deeper view And find out if it's true, if I'ma die alone, or be a groom? Only question left, is whom? And how soon will I get to meet this bride? I get excited, fantasizing 'bout someone, who's right beside me Any time I'm ever wrong, I know she'll be there, right behind me Someone I can look right in the eye, and never have to tell a lie I cast aside the last of my pride, and denied it from seeing the light of day in my rhymes All it did was cause strife inside of my mind I remember, I would keep it in, and every single weekend, when The pipes started leakin', I would wipe my cheeks inside my sleeves, until it seemed the seams were weak I would pretend I could defeat it, even on the weeks that I was weakened I rubbed my eyes, look at the sky, admire hues of baby blue To pa** the time, got cla** at 9, proceed to keep on seekin' you And then I'll get to see just who, I give my lips, and secrets to I'll see my future, and all of the places that it takes me to The fortune teller showed me everything her crystal ball accrued Now it's up to me to forge the path I need follow through Once I saw that crystal ball, I knew that there was only one of two Outcomes, how come I'm the one to have to choose? I'll either meet my gloomy doom, consuming fumes, until I swoon… Or I'll feel rejuvenated, in a room, illuminated With my crew, we stupid faded… I've been grindin' out here, findin' all the things I think I need I never needed sympathy, I'm orchestrating symphonies And to put it simply, don't ever think of someone else as me I'm far from being a simile, the opposite of symmetry Yeah, I'm incomplete…