Ayar West - No Love lyrics

Inspired by Lupe Fiasco's “Battle Scars” The wounds may heal But the feeling never does When you're at war with love I've never let a wound ruin me I feel like that's what ruined me Wounds that never really healed From cupid's arrows when he went on a shooting spree Someone come and finally set me free Feeling stupid cuz it's always been me versus me The scars are left as proof As tears keep soaking through This world, this heart, this soul The things I just don't know I wish I never loved I wish I never touched I wish I could stop loving her so much Feeling kind of blue Cuz i dont have a clue Why noone's here to share this view I'd rather stay in the dark Because here I have no name The weather isn't gonna change So this game will forever remain the same I need to love the heaven above me The one that leads men to this hell That we find ourselves dwelling in Look into my heart See the scars, the cracks, the brusies From the bars, gla**es and cruises The words she used to let me in Are the same that lead to h**n But i'm strong and won't give in I thought I found my hero in This world that i'm living in I gave her my fragile everything She pawned it off like a game of chess Not realizing it was a treasured chest Everyone watched as it fell And my soul decended into hell With my heart scattered all over the floor They all just walked past me out the door I shed tears because I dont even know what happened anymore One day the truth will come and shatter their decor I'm trying to figure it out for my own I'm a lover not a fighter Thinking I can do it through a poem This fragmented heart will never be at peace Like shattered gla** it can never be one piece Peace by piece is what i'm preaching But it's hard when i'm not breathing Look at what i've become Crushed everything i've touched Ruined everything I've loved Who the f** would want to be With someone as unstable as me I know i should let it go But the fear of the unknown Sends me back into the zone Feeling kind of blue Cuz i dont have a clue Why noone's here to share this view This world, this heart, this soul The things I just don't know I wish I never loved I wish I never touched I wish I could stop loving her so much Someone help, I need a crutch The pain just hurts too much It shouldn't have happened but I let it She set me on fire, but I never felt so alive Now I'm down on the ground screaming f** it The best medicine is to not let her win So I can rise above and become king